Take my hand, we're off to NeverNever Land.psych(ed) up/ (saik)/ (informal)/ |To put into the right psychological frame of mind / To be enthusiastic; zealous / To be aggressive; confident / To be mentally prepared for sth | | |
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18.6.04 right abt 11 weeks ago i returned to an island i thought (or rather i hoped) i would never have to ever go back again. well i thought wrong. but sispec was never a mistake. if any i would label my stint there as a most memorable and fruitful period in my ns life and it would probably stay special. let's just say that my stay at sispec was cut off prematurely when i was posted to another unit after bslc. all the shit ppl said abt the place wasn't true cos i went through it there first hand and there was nothing wrong as far as im concerned. pretty sad to think that there wont be any more chances to sing the sch song anymore. in fact i was quite disappointed that im no longer in the infantry though most guys would think im crazy.6.6.04 i've been walking these streets at night just trying to get it right. it's hard to see with so many around, you know i don't like being stuck in the crowd. and the streets don't change but baby the name, i ain't got no time for the game. was at a macs outlet today for a drink. sitting at a table opposite mine was an old couple having ice cream and talking. it isn't anything special but it is a rare sight to see here. kinda touching and sweet. and im left wondering where i'll be when im 70 yrs old. not too promising though.1.6.04 these days i've been feeling a little outta whack. kinda like a bit distracted by the things going on arnd me but there's so much i can't seem to concentrate on one single thing at a time. you see this is what happens when you've got no pressing issue tt needs to be attended to, and you end up thinking that you have all the things in the world to resolve. i got no idea what the fuck im rambling abt, but thats precisely the case thats going on with me now. it kinda reflects itself in what im writing as well.
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