Take my hand, we're off to NeverNever Land.

29.5.05

one helluva extended break.
reunion of sorts at an old familiar ground.
that familiar sense of disappointment notwithstanding.
home early on a friday night, a refreshing experience.
developing a worrying dependency on sth most unexpected.
consecutive 7am bedtimes over the weekend.
death by dvds and the oc.

fresh from recluse 07:28 [+]

the champions league final taught me one thing. that is, luck plays a pivotal role in all things, no matter how adverse circumstances may be. ah well, a particular steven must be so pleased, much to my dismay/disappointment of course. no worries, i'll still have the last laugh. hopefully.

fresh from recluse 07:39 [+]

j: i was right abt u after all. u ARE materialistic and superficial. so glad i didnt let things get out of hand then. can't imagine what my life would be like now if i didnt put a stop to it. probably not good. ha.

fresh from recluse 09:58 [+]

now now, couple a things.

aight first things first the saturday feels like a sunday to me. too damn lazy to do anything im just stoning arnd. havent had a single drop of water since i woke up cos im just too lazy to get a drink for myself. cancelled coffee on a friend of mine (sorry mel) as well, but i do have sth on later so yeah. oh yeah stef's home, welcome back girl. hope the weather hasnt killed u yet.

last night. jason. all i can say is. HA HA HA. he got into trouble without us even doing anything. YM: if u're reading this i dont know if u are, i wasnt the one that stirred shit. u have my word for that. but turns out im right, he is one mofo after all. aint nothing gonna change that fact. don't worry i'll be there to tell him that. in his face.

oh and i was pretty damn shocked by what i heard man. my response to that is, if u're not up to anything like that i understand, dont go shooting bull off yr dirty ass mouth aight. anyways i was never on the losing end. u've had yr fair share of fun but just remember who played who first yeah. glad i hardly know u.

gosh. i sure am looking forward to dinner. good saturday y'all.

fresh from recluse 01:43 [+]

till then just sit your drunk ass on that fuckin runway hoe.

fresh from recluse 06:29 [+]

I'm all about,

camomile. mee goreng matalembut, al-azhar style. gatsby. davidoff goodlife. catcher in the rye, over and over again. viceroy menthol. rhumba frap with power. meritocracy as an ideal. sleeptalking (and walking). 30-minute jogs. loner-ing. sunday night reggae at hard rock's. baron's red bull at zouk kopitiam with andrew pek and bighead eugene. getting up, standing up, standing up for my rights. waxing lyrical. repeating myself. 8250. potblack race to 3. soccer. black and white checks. my predators. tupac. chong pang nasi lemak. dunks. old school dirty green. martell on the rocks. seawalking. banks and a wispy back. mambo night. chinese high. sniggering. sinhoisan drunken prawns alive and kicking. square rooms. sneaks. all things monogram. playing the clown with the family babes. pink is for girls (so not). running away, yet backtracking halfway. porcelain white fairskin. psyched up. lady by modjo. renault's fernando alonso. utopia. old school new kicks. gooding primary sch. mao. revolution and upheaval. ah beng chant. love before lust. opportunism. mellow melancholy. challenging the ability of authority. disillusionment. utopia. pocari sweat outfield. bottling it up. laughing my ass off. my gum sole full white airforce1s. getting high on oxygen. truckers. freshly squeezed OJ. relaxing. far east rickety bridge. MSN out-to-lunch. wang wang crackers. alone time. grand plans that nvr start. toothy grin. expecting the worst yet hoping the best. jet-black hair. brooding. repeating myself. mambo night. bling. goodwood park porridge. trying my damn best. wild as hell imagination. ernesto che guevara. flea markets. forgetting to turn off the lights before slping, all the time. tapered pants. random triggers. whining. playing daytona. lang, lana. lana cake. cake, the band. collecting night lights. losing my cool. red as hell after drinking. repeating myself. winning eleven. pocket tees. hornby's high fidelity. "screw-tarik". volatility. mouthing lyrics whenever a song plays. speaking up. borders bistro. cheeks (on the face). rendezvous by craig david. latte. getting too into things. repeating myself.

fresh from recluse 10:31 [+]

ENTJ - Commandant You scored 90% I to E, 42% N to S, 66% F to T, and 47% J to P!

The single word to describe your type is fieldmarshal or commandant. You also belong to the larger group called rationals. You love to organize others in matters of logic. Even as a child, you likely naturally assumed the role of leader in groups. You share your personality type with 2% of the population. When you lead, you are more concerned with policy and goals than rules and regulations. You have a tendency to become a workaholic. You are impatient with repetition of error. You are friendly and outgoing, though. You don't mince words and willingly share your many strong opinions. As a romantic partner, you are inspiring, but also somewhat challenging. You have a strong desire to be in charge and your clear need for an organized life and home can be overwelming to a partner. You like to confront conflict directly, discuss problems unflinchingly, solve them, then put them behind you. However, you can be too impatient or unwilling to take the time to listen to your partner and give them a chance to express themselves fully so that they also have a sense of closure. You are generally uncomfortable dealing with emotions, so you are apt to dismiss your partner's emotions as illogical. You feel most appreciated when your partner asks for your opinions, takes your adivce, and relies on you to get a job done right. Your group summary: rationals (NT) Your type summary: ENTJ

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 93% on I to E You scored higher than 47% on N to S You scored higher than 72% on F to T You scored higher than 45% on J to P

Link: The LONG Scientific Personality Test written by unpretentious2 on Ok Cupid

fresh from recluse 08:37 [+]

So i realised today there are ppl out there that read my blog without my knowledge. freaked me out today when a friend of mine quoted from one of my entries. flattered i must say, but still feels bit weird. makes me wonder how many more voyeurs there are out there. especially those that fleet in and leave 3-word msgs on my tagboard eh. yeah thats right im talking abt u alright. ha. maybe i shld be more cautious about what i say over here................... then again, nah screw it.


Wars come and go, but my souljahs, they are eternal. --Tupac Shakur
aight. so i just typed out a seemingly cheesy quote. no im not trying to act cool or trying to tell the whole damn world that im a cool kid that listens to the man's music. i dont know why i just read it from somewhere and i just liked it. yeap.

fresh from recluse 05:25 [+]

But i do know one thing though. Bitches they come, they go.

fresh from recluse 09:49 [+]

How many special people change.

so we sat there in the car, waiting for the song on the ipod to finish playing even though we've already reached our destination. i was telling the guys which part of the song i felt spoilt the whole damn song itself. paul and jon (so fucking glad u're back) just ignored my incessant chattering but i carried on anyway. it really isnt abt whether anyone heard me at all, i just had to comment anyway. sean sat beside me singing like he was the lead singer at wala's, or blue's for that matter. he's always, engaged. and i like that. had coffee 3 times today, it grows on you i tell you. oh, did i ever mention that u've been the sole calming force in my life thus far. the healer. and im thankful for that.

fresh from recluse 11:46 [+]