Take my hand, we're off to NeverNever Land.

17.9.04

kinda pains me to see a sweet girl reduced to near tears, esp when she's someone i used to be so hell crazy abt when i was a kid. cant imagine who could bear to inflict such pain on her when i never even dreamt abt hurting her for a single second.

fresh from recluse 14:11 [+]

And you still move me, you undo me like you've always done.

fresh from recluse 10:07 [+]

reggae night was, to put it plainly, the bomb. i swear moh and i are fuckin kindreds man. just a night of plain chilling out and corner-relaxing. and when the bushmen performed No Woman No Cry everyone just raised their hands in the air, lighter flames lit up, eyes closed, immersing themselves in the beat... Turn yr lights down low, and pull down the window curtain, never never try to resist...

fresh from recluse 12:23 [+]

last night finally caught up with mr. safos kailun for for dinner and some soccer. man utd clowned out again so no comments on that. us guys went over to sin hoi for dinner i intro-ed them those simply titillating prawns. they reacted with sheer SM-ish disgust as i plucked off the i-am-oh-so-drunk prawn's head and dipped in wasabi. 5 mins later they joined in anyway hah. kailun dropped me at sixth ave to grab a cab and guess who i saw. mr white hair medic sijie and tziyang were relaxing one corner at the already closed kopitiam and i joined them bros. we shot the bull for an hr or so and went home. kinda nice with an impromptu gathering like this. anyways im so damn pleased with my new comp its like having multiple cums as i caress every single little key on that snazzy keyboard. gotta scoot soon going for some seesha and then, some long awaited reggae. hell yeah.

fresh from recluse 03:00 [+]

zouk last night. felt pretty damn weird the whole time i was there. sometimes it just feels like i've lost the feeling for clubbing it just feels different now. or it may just be the lack of alcohol. i remember feeling pretty damn happy on days when i've got no lack of alcohol. plus i was quite broke last night to buy much. well, that explains. arh fuck it dun wanna evaluate a senseless thing as this. gonna fucking pass out next saturday... on sept.11, how apt. wonder if they arranged the damned date on purpose. if they did i wouldnt know what to think man. anyway as i was saying im gonna pass out next saturday already but yet i still feel so bloody uncertain abt the things that lie ahead of me. kinda making me worried its like a boy that doesnt wanna leave sch, same feeling i got when the As were abt to end and i got confronted by the fact that im gonna be depending on only my little own bloody ass and no one else's anymore. damned. speaking of that, mum, i need some cash man.

fresh from recluse 22:02 [+]